i've got the end of holiday break blues.
upon my arrival right back here at the lovely ball state i could physically feel the dread creeping in.
the dread that comes with the realization that i have much more to do than i had earlier recalled. it's been a while since i've felt this overwhelmed. it's a bit ridiculous. it's times like these where the stress from pointless assignments drives me to believe that dropping out wouldn't truly be such a bad thing. i know, silly me again. you're probably tired of reading these posts that seem to blur together with the same message over and over again. i promise i'm a much more positive person than it seems. i guess when i get to the point where negativity becomes the dominant feeling in my outlook i need to think about how great the past few days have been.
i love thanksgiving break. this one seemed to be especially great. anything starting with a dinner at panera couldn't be awful, i mean really. just being with my family gives me a case of the smiles. i just need to keep reminding myself that christmas break is only three weeks away.
one of my closest friends got married this weekend. it's strange to think about, sometimes i feel like we're still in high school...it just seems like we're playing house. sadly, this game of house is taking them to virginia...and who knows when i'll see her again. ah well...at least the next time we're together we'll be full of stories to tell, right?....i hope so.....