i am, i am ....more than you think i am.

today is rainy. rainy, dreary and chilly.
thankfully my first two classes were cancelled...and i took it upon myself to deem my econ class cancelled, the cost benefit analysis completed, i decided it just was not worth venturing out into the muck to spend 50 minutes in a class that brings me no joy.

so instead, i ate stir fry with chopsticks and watched the travel channel.
i watched a show on various doughnut shops across the u.s.
personally, i do not like doughnuts. but the completed product of a well-made pastry is always a lovely sight to behold.
and it filled me with excitement, for this is what i want to spend my life doing.
spreading the joy of pastries, baked goods and beverage to my friends...strangers...anyone really.
it's when thoughts and dreams like these fill my head that i believe spending time in classes isn't really worth it...
but i know it really is...either way...