the time you enjoy wasting is not wasted.

i have a problem.
it seems that recently i've had a terrible habit of wasting time.
time that i could be spending working or catching up on school.
i've been thinking about this concept of "wasting time" a lot recently.
and i feel like this is way too subjective of a topic to be the same for everyone.
i've been comparing myself for much too long to people who are leading a much more demanding life than i.
i'm a student.
with at least 2 more years of this short part of my life to live out.
so, yes, thank you very much.
i will waste my time.
or at least to you it may seem that i am.
but this time that is being "wasted" is being spent doing things that you would never know about if you didn't ask.
i feel like my brain never rests.
there are constantly ideas popping into my head.
things i want to create.
things i want to write down and embroider later.
ideas of gifts i want to give people.
so i'm going to keep "wasting" my time.
would you like to waste some time with me?
who knows what kind of radiant nonsense we could be a part of.