i am a horribly selfish person.
my heart is hurting right now just thinking of my actions sometime.
in my skewed attempt to guard my heart i seem to have completely disregarded anyone else's feelings.
ugg...i'm sorry if i've made your heart ache.
i'm sorry if i have been unkind.
forgive me, because i can be so ignorant of my own silly selfishness.
i want to tell you, really i do...silly insecurities.
my heart is growing tired, about as tired as my body feels right now...
i wonder if my actions have discouraged you, i hope not.
maybe the newness of tomorrow will change things.
i sure hope so...
again, please forgive me.