dust has begun to collect on my desk

you know?...

sometimes i wish i had the capability to sleep in, the physical capability that is. i have plenty of opportunities, my body just will not let me sleep past 8:30am...ah well.

sometimes (most days) i don't live each day to it's full potential. that makes me a bit sad... i need to work on this.

sometimes i wish i lived in a different city, a different state.

sometimes my dreams of living somewhere else manifest themselves into plans of the perfect little house, flat, a place i could call home. where i can pick and choose what each room looks like and i could just settle down and be so wonderfully happy there.

but then sometimes thinking of a future home makes me a little sad, because growing up is intimidating, and i don't want to move on from this beautiful part of my life that i'm in right now, there are too many people my heart would miss too much.

sometimes i wish every day could be as perfectly spring-like as these past couple days have been (except a bit warmer, being able to wear a dress without a chill would be nice). although i do enjoy the occassional rainy day.

sometimes i would like to be able to say/do exactly what i want to say/do when i'm in a situation, that the perfect witty statement would come to mind, that i could act on an impulse instead of walking away, and 5 minutes later having the perfect thing to say come to mind.

sometimes i go on and on for much too long....and for that i'm sorry...