my heart's a-tappin' once again.

these past few days have been strange.
my heart has been kind of all over the place.
avoiding what it knows is truth.
but i have been reassured.
i think i know for sure what God is asking of me, where I am right now.
and i think i'm excited about it.
my heart's been giddy today, despite the less than beautiful weather.
this is good. i think this is what it feels like to truly let go of something.
i like this.