i think that i wish i was a more interesting person.
i wish that i was more of a conversationalist, and that the things i do let myself say wouldn't make me seem so dull.
i've found that when i'm around the people that i want to get to know the very most, the people that i'm most intrigued by i shut myself up for fear that i'm not interesting enough for them.
i wish i could tell some people how intrigued i am by them.
how badly i want to just sit and share a day with them. get to know them.
why are some things so easy to say, but so very hard to do?